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Sunday, September 14, 2008 | 4:34 PM

today was total shit.
i don't wanna go into details so live wif it.

thanks jess and kor for trying to cheer me up, you guys are really really awesome ppl. :] see, i smiled kor.

i don't know if they'll give me a second chance
but you guys told me they would if that was God's plans for me
i just give up
i give up on school
i give up on church
i give up on everything
but i still hav to hang on for wut is rite...

i've let everyone down
everyone who tot i was going to be SP
everyone who tot i had great potential
everyone who believed in me
i've let you down
God jess kor broZC sisJen
bernLow Rachteh glen jingyun
meiping estherKhoo estherLee
mum dad SW SY yihui
jerad josiah LA 881
sorry, i've let all you down
you guys always tot i had the potential
and i guess i don't

i don't hav any appetite for dinner. i don't really wanna do anything rite now, i just wanna sit in this chair and rot my life away. God, if you wanted me to be SP, why did it had to turn out like this? just wanna throw everything away and give up. i'm crying out Lord, why aren't you there?
goodbye happy cheerful tinghui
helloooo depression

Labels: don't ever give up