i'm gonna say goodbye to you
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 | 2:47 PM
i bloody hell care if its the second post of the day.
just so pissed...
can't believe it, you didn't even
tell me.
ah shit, no point stopping you guys, i just hope you guys will love it there and never come back, because if you come back, you won't get a job and you won't see me anymore. i'll be somewhere off and loving my life.
i can't afford to be sick rite now, i'm getting a fever.
being upset, nervous and studying like shit don't go well.
i'm obviously running a fever rite now.
don't wanna do anything other than sit here and rot and wait for my sandwich.
i give up
i give up on everything
i don't wanna study anymore
i don't wanna be an SP anymore
i don't wanna love anymore
i don't wanna eat anymore
and
i don't wanna see you anymoregoing to school will just crush my heart to a million pieces, to know that you 2 will be gone in a year and you other 3 will be gone in 2 years. where's my future gone? i've got that answer, it just dissolved into a million fragments and pixles. the ppl who understand me the most are gone.
i just hope i can count on other ppl to cheer me up. hope i don't break down in front of sis gwen tmrw, if not it'll be crazy. my knee hurts, i can't walk and my heart is broken to pieces. where's an ambulance when you need one?
if God was a human, i'll be on the phone rite now planning to meet Him so i can hug Him and cry in his embrace. just gotta go before the cross and cry my heart out. God, i need you rite now. i really do.
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