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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 | 9:37 PM

stop adding to my problems
i'm miserable from everything already.
i already hav 7 - 8 problems to deal wif.

thanks ZC for praying wif/for me over the phone though it was major awkward. thanks for talking to me bout ___ and all my other problems. i really dunno wut i'll do without you. seriously gonna miss you next year. don't loose touch yes? thanks for the prayer and the flower, sowing vision, and for not telling me you knew that i was crying over the phone. thanks for everything.

___, Jess, Bee and Angela, cheer up okay? i really dunno wut to say for this sorta situation but i really hope you guys feel better and everything. don't think bout it so much alrights?

YOU;
i can't believe i ever trusted you
i can't believe i told you everything
i can't believe yur like them
i thought you were different
i thought you were nice and that you always kept yur promises and that you'll never back stab anyone
I WAS WRONG
i clearly told you "don't tell her" and you did
you had to go tell her when i already told you don't
you just don't learn yur lessons do you?
you betrayed my trust i had in you
to think i considered you as one of my closest frends
and you didn't even apologise for wut you did
was gossip too much tingle on yur lips?
was gossip too irresistible to avoid?
or was it just yur "stereotype"
for a moment i thought you weren't a bimbo
how stupid was i to believe you?

these few days has been shit, so if i don't reply yur messages, you know why. and if i don't answer yur calls, you know why. this is when i really thank God i joined squash, i can just vent my anger on a small rubber ball with 2 yellow dots. just got my eCAS today, not bad.. tmrw rainbow carnival than taka wif hannah and dudes for hannah's birthday! smth to look forward to at least. i promised ZC i'll be able to live out tmrw, and so i will. i gonna buy myself tons and tons of chocolate. its amazing amanda finds hannah amusing, how embarrassing.. (to hannah) :]

these days, i don't know who to trust, who not to trust. those who i used to trust can't be trusted anymore. so who to trust? thanks nic for listening to me complain. rely on God's strength, you're not God that's wut ZC said. and so i will. he's one of the only ppl i can really trust rite now. i can't believe i actually thot of whether i would die if i jump out my room window. i won't cause below my room is the back yard and i'll hit the roof and break my leg. but i still can't believe i thot of that. Dad's eating chips, PHENOMENON. he said he quit his diet. :P kays, toodles yo. i'm gonna cry myslef to sleep now.

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